Yesterday was my love's 36th birthday. Can you believe we have been dating since he was 21?
He is absolutely one of the best men I have ever known (I think I am surrounded by the rest of the greatest guys). I am so proud to have him as my husband.
I must admit that I am a little Type A, I like everything perfect and planned. As you all know my life has been anything but,
But, I keep on working at it.
I insist that my husband buy my card days before my birthday, and I am normally so planned.
But this year was unlike any other I woke up to forgetting for a moment that it was Aaron's birthday. Why? I have no idea. Then it hits me like a ton of bricks. I am broken and a new person I must be.
My poor mom called me at that moment while I was loosing all control and I know it must break her to hear my cries. Parents want to make it all better, but they can't.
(No daddy mud will fix this.....although it has fixed a lot and is a miracle mud)
It is still a daily choice and sometime minute by minute choice to go on.
I held a beautiful and fun party to celebrate my incredible husband.
There is no one I would rather have by my side for the rest of my life & eternity.
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