Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Conversation with GOD

When I asked, "Why did you make her have abnormailities?

He answered, " Not abnormalities, uniqueness."



When I said, "Why are you doing this to us?"

He answered, "Not doing, but allowing."



When I screamed, "I can't live if you take her."

He answered, "I am what sustains you."



When I prayed, "Let this cup pass from my lips."

He said, "All works from my will to be done."



When I cried, "She needs her mother."

He whispered, "Only I love her more than you."



When I held her still body and sobbed, "It is over."

He said, "It has only begun."



When I shook my fist at heaven and yelled, "I am angry at you."

He said, "I know."



When I said, "You don't understand this pain, this loss."

He reminded me, "I, too, lost my child, my only child."



When I asked, "How? How can I help anyone when I'm in this pit?

He said, "Slowly, you will heal, and comfort others."

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